I gave you my heart♥

d.e.a.d
Thursday, December 23 @ 5:25 PM

MY
BLOG
IS
OFFICIALLY
DEAD
=S

This is it.
Tuesday, November 23 @ 9:28 PM

THIS IS IT. I'm ~~moving~~.
To where? Methodist High School.
I can't hold my tears no more when I think of leaving all my bestie behind.
All those times we had together, the sad ones and the happy ones..
How can i possibly live without any of them?
Someone, anyone. Tell me how, how do you survive without those people who meant everything to you and you would even give them the whole world if you could. Tell me how is life gonna be without those who once upon a time, managed all your flaws and completed your life. Tell me how, how is it possible to say goodbye to someone you can't-live-without?
Do you know what does it means without all your bestie/soul sisters be your side? It means no more latest gossips, no more dramas, no more funny yet lame jokes, no more spelling the word 'fun' everyday when you're with them, no more stupid jokes that could make you laugh historically even tho it's not the best joke ever, no more skipping class together, no more imagining the-world-is-in-our-hands everytime when we're together, no more sitting down on the floor for hours talking about anything and everything, no more teasing bout' others for no particular reason, no more commenting about how awful a certain teacher dressed, no more hating that someone together, no more hugs anytime whenever you feel like dying or when you're living in "emo village", no more being crazy and wild and screaming our lungs out in class, no more bringing any phones/cameras together to school and getting paranoid when someone said there's a spot-check today, no more eating/drinking in class and getting warned by the teachers together, no more playing with water and making the whole class soaking wet, no more talking about how much we love or hate a certain celebrity, no more saying "I'm gonna fail" everytime after every test we took, n more copying each others homework or even folios, no more giving each other opinions about our crushes, no more hiding under the table and started giggling when we hear someone knocking on the door because during that period of time, we were supposed to be in somewhere else, no more chasing each other like maniacs in class and making everyone feel annoyed, no more being ahlian & ahbeng together, no more acting like retards and doing all crazy things in public and don't give a damn about what others might thing cause as long as we're having fun, it's alright, and mostly of all, NO MORE HANGING WITH EACH OTHER EVERYDAY, EVERY MINUTE, EVERY SECOND, to me.
Please tell me how am i gonna live my life? Just the thought of leaving all my friends behind, kills. It kills even more to leave. I mean who am I gonna tell all my secrets to? Who can I fully trust when ALL the people who meant the world to me is not around? Who's gonna give me useful advice when I need it right on the spot? And who, who's gonna give me a big teddy bear hug when I need it most? Taking all my friends away from me as if my life is not full enough of misery & sorrows. You know, this is the moment where I truly feel how awful & meaningless life is gonna be without them all by my side. Sometimes, it feels like the world is gonna end, Like I have no more life. People who changed my life and make me a better person, people who gave me a chance to be a better me. See how meaningful my friends meant to me right now? I swear, swear I'm gonna miss them like how a child misses its blanket and I love them, like how a bee loves its honey. Well, I sincerely hope that nothing is gonna change even if we're all in a different school and definitely a different place. I hope no one is ever gonna change. I don't know how long is our friendship gonna last or how close are we gonna be after I moved, but I'm very sure that all of you guys are gonna be my bestie/soul sisters for the rest of my life and nothing is gonna change that. All of you guys are the best soul sister anyone could ever have. Thank you all for all the memories you guys gave me although some of us weren't as close as last time anymore but still.. You guys are simply my life savers; my everything. I love you guys with all my heart :) You guys should know who you are :)
Anith, Janice (L), Exxa, Simhuey, Lydia, Thina, Jennwi, Peidee, Nabilah, Angel, Yenfang, Joanna, Hani, Seo, Eunice, RuiLin, Kuga, Tay, Nicole, Janice (C), Priscilla, WanMay and all of my other friends out there, you should've known, you mean this much to me :)
I love you all, forever & always :) :)
* Fyi, I'm writing the names in random order :) *

If I know how to use photoshop, I'd photoshop the word "Good" to "BEST" :)

& also, this is why :

Cause all of you guys are simply, AMAZING :)

yours sincerely,
Kaiwee! :(
(loadsoflove)

p.s: & I'm already missing you guys like hell :(

uh-oh
Wednesday, November 10 @ 12:33 AM

♥

Say hello to Freedom!
Tuesday, November 9 @ 11:58 AM

6 days living in hell, it's finally over!
No more staying up late to study; No more stress; No more pressure.
NO MORE NOTHING but the word FUN ;)
We're screaming our heads off. It's finally the end, my mind at ease, my heart at ease, myself in ease. Finally, I feel freedom in my hands now.
Nothing is going to stop me anymore ;)
I can't wait for the holidays to come too, though I do not know what I'll be doing during the holidays. It's still currently unplanned and unorganized.
But it'll definitely include loads of hangouts, parties & sleepovers :)
Let's party like it's the end of the world; Keep it rocking till 6 am ;)
& I've decided what would be the first thing I'll do, that is getting a really good nap before I do anything else. I sense I'll need it.
Oh OH! I've finally watched Charlie St. Cloud :D
It's more than just the word awesome ;)
Zac Efron make the movie the best-movie-EVER!
Try to take a glance at him, he'll make you MELT! :)
It's definitely a must-watch-movie for everyone esp Zac Efrons' fans :D
Anyways, hung out with muah babes on the 2nd of November.
Had out lunch at Mahkota, Pizza Hut.
Their fucked-up attitude is seriously getting on our nerves.
They're all so bloody rude! Other than not smiling when they're serving, they actually ignore & gave us those very-annoyed-look when we call em'. I mean like wtf? If ya' don't wanna work there, then piss off la. What's their goddamn problem?! Just because we're students doesn't mean that they don't have to show us any respects right? Please, you're working as a waiter/waitress, you're supposed to serve customers politely.
Swear to God that I'm NEVER gonna eat there EVER again!
By the way, didn't really took any picture that day.
Was too busy chattering with each other, heheh xD
Anyways, I've got to go.
See ya! :)

*Trying to talk like a Niger*
" Yo, whatzup dawg? "
-Anith
" WTH? Did you just called me a dog? "
-Thina

LOL! :D :D

yours sincerely,
Kaiwee!

(loadsoflove)

p.s: I forgot, how to forget you.

Freedom by the corner.
Monday, November 1 @ 9:09 PM

I'm having butterflies in my stomach.
I dare not look at any of my results.
I screwed things up, & I can't possibly fix anything.
Cause what is done can't be change.
Oh well, tomorrow's the end of this misery.
I too can finally say hello to my long lost friend, Freedom :)
Damn! I miss you! :D :P
Anyways, I LOVE ZAC EFRON, so DEAL-WITH-IT! =)
& I don't care if anyone hates him, that's your own goddamn problem.
But please, don't come to me and start talking craps about him.
Hey! GET OVER IT, will ya'? :)

" Make love, Not War "
Cause a condom is waaay cheaper than a short gun ;)
-Ezza Azrina (Indonezza)

yours sincerely,
Kaiwee!
(loadsoflove)

p.s: Miss those days where we used to be so, close. Sigh.

Random awesomeness :)
Thursday, September 30 @ 10:09 PM

HARRRROOOO :D

It's been a long time since the last time I blogged =X
Oh well. HERE AM I, AGAIN :P :D
I'm just writing this post because people keep asking me to update my blog.
So yeah, I'M FINALLY UPDATING IT =D
TEEHEE :) I've been dreaming about Zac Efron all day :')
Okayyy, this is so out of topic, hahah.
~~ps: JUSTIN BIEBER SUCKS TO THE MAX :P~~
Anyways, I've changed my blog link, AGAIN.
I got really sicked and fed-up of the previous one, so yeah :D
First, xostrummingmyhearstrings :)
Then, xolivelaughdream :|
NOW, Nostalgic Memories Of Life :D
Basically, Nostalgic means bitter sweet.
So it's like Bitter sweet memories of my life =P
I hope you get my explanation. Yes, I know it's stupid but who cares? :)
Hahah. Hmms, life has been really tiring for me nowadays.
Dramas, dramas, and ~~MORE DRAMAS.~~
Damnn, I'm sicked and tired of it. I WANT A DRAMA BREAKER! :(
It just doesn't has an end of it, innit?
Or maybe I just haven't found the way to solve all these problems? :|
Well, no one thinks he/she's in the fault, so things are definitely not gonna work out.
She thinks she's wrong, but she too thinks she's wrong.
No one will ever think they're the ones who caused this matter to happened.
Hmms, maybe we should just leave it to time.
Cause people say, Time changes people :D TEEHEE :P
Anyways, Thanks for actually wasting your time reading my very-lame-blog.
I truly do appreciate it =)

Looking at his picture is a part of my daily routine :D

Friends make things slightly better :)

3 facts in life :-
1. I bet you can't touch all your teeth with your tongue.
2. I know you just tried doing it, didn't you? :)
3. And now, YOU'RE FEELING INCREDIBLY STUPID! :D :P
-Nabilah

yours sincerely,
Kaiwee!
(loadsoflove)

p.s: I'm sorry, but i can't be perfect.

Remain the same.
Saturday, September 11 @ 12:18 AM

A secret should always be remain as a secret.
Even if you fought with that someone, or maybe aren't friends anymore.
A secret should always remain as a secret, no matter what.

x
Kaiwee

loves.

p/s: give up? are there any other options?